3-13-11Jesus you hold my hand..Walking through life I see my past...Shame, hurt, guilt, worthlessness, abuse---demons---suicide--drugs----alcohol----I seen nothing...nothing but the end..
Tears stream down my face..Hopelessness trys to reside in me...All I can see is what the world, self and satan have labeled me...You speak to me...Beautiful one made in my image...Daughter...Beloved...I call you beautiful..I give you beauty for ashes...Your pain I will replace with joy...Look past those labels engraved deep inside...ones world, self and satan have tried to brand inside the intimate places I long to dwell....LOOK....tell me, what do you see.....................I see drops of blood, dripping from the mocked crowned head of a figure I cannot make out....
Daughter, Look....look closer...
I see a man..a beautiful man...broken, bleeding, shamed...the weight of the world..I can see it placed upon His shoulders....Jesus....it's you..My Lord...My Lord...My Lord..
The blood..the bruises..your face I could not recognize....Why My Lord...Why....
You answered me...LOVE..I love you...I desire for you to reside with me in eternity..I desire for you to be free from all that has been labled upon you...............I love you............
..I died so that when you look and think you see nothing but the end look again...I will be there..I made you a new begininng on that cross...My life child, I freely gave for you..My death is your new beginning..
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